`yijunn. Tuesday, April 18, 2006
i dont know how i'm going to survive the next few weeks ):there's chempt tomorrow FINALLY I HATE THE CAR hist test on thursday chem test next monday lit sometime next week maths sometime soon chem pt report due week 7 english essay week 8 bio test week 8. i think the school is really out to kill us.
and then there's aa. AHHH ihatehatefigureheadsandithinkoneofmichellesandmystupidestmistakeswastoallowhertobetheclinchargeinthefirstplace.
and guides is like becoming routine. and it's really tough. but i know whenever i feel like giving up, all i have to do is open my inbox and look at the starred mail, i'll see your messages, go to your blog and look at THAT paragraph that you wrote, and i know at least one other person in the world besides me and michelle know and will acknowledge that it's a mistake unlike the idiots who deny it.all i have to do is look at the letters my juniors wrote me and know that i am doing this for a reason. because i promised to do my best.
but hmmm i think if it just goes on like that 'll have a mental breakdown and suffer from overwork while all someone does is attend poetry recitals or well, sleep.